Author

Author: James

Experiences….

A friend of mine was reminiscing with me today and we got talking about our time in Kurdistan. We were both young Commandos back in the early 90s and we were sent straight to the mountains of this region hot on the heels of a previous deployment.

Looking back, it is clear to me that this deployment was formative in my development as a professional soldier. The physical challenges of working at altitude, the utter evil practices that the Iraqi forces carried out on the local population, and operating in such a unique environment made a big impact upon the young James E Mack. I remember sprinting off the tail ramp of a chinook helicopter with a backpack the size of a house, skis and snowshoes strapped under the top flap ready for immediate use once we hit the ground. Our Mountain and Arctic Warfare Cadre had been in the area for a week before, concealed in covert observation posts on the mountain sides, relaying back all pertinent information that could affect our insertion.

As I ran off the back of the chinook into blistering heat and the roasting downdraft of the rotors, I was a little surprised at the absolute dearth of snow. Once the choppers had departed and we had a moment to take in our bearings it was pretty apparent that we’d have been better served bringing sun-hats and jungle lightweight clothing. The temperature was easily 30 degrees celsius plus and I remember a surreal moment of looking at a line of sweating, red-faced Commandos carrying their Arctic deployment kit in a summer heatwave. To this day, nobody has ever really explained how the recce force managed to forget to inform the main body that it was a little cozy for skis and snowshoes…

Our main task was to patrol the mountains and link up with the Peshmerga; the resistance fighters from the mountains. These were hard men who lived and fought in a hard environment. Under Saddam Hussein’s regime the Kurds were heavily persecuted with utter prejudice. When we entered the large town of Zakho, we encountered bodies on the street that were mutilated and bore the ravages of state-sponsored torture. In the middle of the town was a barracks that housed the Iraqi Secret Police, the perpetrators of these crimes. Smug in the knowledge that a toothless UN would have no impact whatsoever upon their activities or status. Many of the locals had fled the town and taken refuge in the peaks around the city but would not come down until a safe haven could be provided. So we ‘encouraged’ the Secret Police to leave. And they did, in exactly the same way that the locals had left the city months earlier with their possessions balanced upon a mattress on their heads as they traipsed along the hot tar road out of town.

Little by little, people began to return. The Peshmerga reached out to us and we met. They were grateful for our help but needed more to guarantee the safety of their people. The Americans arrived and took over the security role in Zakho, freeing us up to return to the mountains with our new allies. It was this phase of our operation where I think my love for the people and the region really stemmed from. The mountains were stunning and wild, the odd village the only interruption to the green hillsides and mountain flanks. We’d find signs of bear, leopard, monkeys, snakes and other animals we couldn’t readily identify. We bathed and drank from mountain streams and waterfalls. Climbed ridges and escarpments, crossed decaying bridges that had existed as part of the silk route.

But it wasn’t all good. Some days we would reach a town or village and monitor it from a distance looking for signs of life. Seeing none, we would enter warily, booby traps and IEDs a given. It is hard to articulate the sensations you feel when going house to house in a decent sized town and seeing rooms that the occupants had clearly just dropped what they were doing and ran. Half-empty bowls of food, cups of chai, laundry in tubs of stagnant water. An urban Mary Celeste.

We would stay put in these locations for a day or two, usually enough time for the local Peshmerga and villagers to return. In one large village a woman returned and when asked why they had left informed us that Saddam’s men had arrived in the night and taken all the males over the age of fifteen. She put the number at somewhere between 120 – 150. We asked the obvious question; where did they take them. She gave a term that our interpreter struggled to understand but with a little more back and forth the explanation was clear: They had trucked the men out to a barren location and buried them alive. And by all accounts, this was pretty standard practice, a fact backed up by reports from other villages and towns we secured.

These people were fighters. Fighting for their lives, their land, their culture, their existence on the planet. And they started young; I have a photo of a very serious 14-year old boy who had already killed half a dozen Iraqis. It sounds barbarous to our cultured sensitivities but when the state routinely culls your male population at the age of 15, there’s very few options open to anyone looking to defend their people.

So we helped the Kurds. In any way we could. It was simple at first until politics entered the equation. Suddenly some Kurds were good and some were bad. We could help this lot but not that lot. Turkey says we cannot help these guys as they are designated as terrorists. Etc,etc,etc…And then we left. Abandoned these people that we’d encouraged to rise up against the regime, that we’d encouraged to return to their homes with the guarantee that it was now safe. The West was here to make sure everyone would be okay. But it wasn’t, because we just left them, after all their effort, to be punished for their transgressions by the full power of Saddam’s state. And if it was bad before, the gloves were truly off this time….

I have since been back to Kurdistan on several occasions and always feel a connection to the area and its people, despite how the political directives shaped our withdrawal all those years before. The Kurds have been probably the most important ally in arresting the progress of Daesh or ISIS throughout Iraq. Steadfast and unflinching in their support to the coalition effort despite their heavy losses and constant frontline exposure. And while they are doing so for their own safety and survival, they also want their semi-autonomous state to be granted recognition on the world stage. An independent Kurdistan, self-sustaining through its oil reserves and safe from the attentions of the nation states intent on seeing this aspiration fail.

The Kurds themselves have an expression that sums up their experience: ‘A Kurd’s only friend is the mountains’. Throughout their history, anyone who has ever interfered with an offer of help has always let them down. But the mountains, the Kurds’ home in both the physical and spiritual sense of the word, have always remained constant.

My operational experiences back in the 90s shaped a lot of the soldier and indeed the person I was to become. My love of mountains, my interest in foreign culture and wariness of political agendas were all formed in the wilds of Kurdistan with my Peshmerga friends and guides. My fondness for the land and its people give me the hope that they will be rewarded for their support to the west and their autonomy recognised.

My experiences however make me suspect that, when this conflict has faded from memory, once again the Kurds’ only friend will be the mountains.

It's only fair to share...Share on facebook
Facebook
Share on google
Google
Share on twitter
Twitter
Share on linkedin
Linkedin

Kindle and Paperback together at last!

After a wee snag regarding title formats that didn’t match exactly, both formats of the book are now linked together on Amazon. Have to say, all engagement I have had with Amazon throughout this process has been very positive and responsive, very pleased!

https://www.amazon.co.uk/Only-Dead-James-Mack-ebook/dp/B072N8R8XK/ref=cm_rdp_product_img

 

 

 

It's only fair to share...Share on facebook
Facebook
Share on google
Google
Share on twitter
Twitter
Share on linkedin
Linkedin

Paperback on sale now!

Amazing to see the final piece of the puzzle done as my paperback version goes on sale with Amazon today!

It's only fair to share...Share on facebook
Facebook
Share on google
Google
Share on twitter
Twitter
Share on linkedin
Linkedin

Book Launch

A wonderful evening that brought together all the people who have supported me throughout. Lots of laughs and tremendous company!

The stunning table set for canapés and coffees, courtesy of Teresa Coull Events. The whole evening was a hit thanks to the planning and organisation and beautiful touches like this.

 

The obligatory speech, giving a little bit of background as to how the book came about.

 

The book and gift bags for guests.

It's only fair to share...Share on facebook
Facebook
Share on google
Google
Share on twitter
Twitter
Share on linkedin
Linkedin

Getting Closer…

Advance copies for reviewers arrived and very excited. Already have a really good review from a fellow author that a publication is looking to include if they have the available space.

It's only fair to share...Share on facebook
Facebook
Share on google
Google
Share on twitter
Twitter
Share on linkedin
Linkedin

Only The Dead

Got my Author’s proof today and, obviously, very excited. To hold an actual copy of my book in my hand is a tremendous feeling of accomplishment. The reviews from the advance copies I sent out are coming in and they will replace the holding text on the dust jacket/cover.

So…not long now. Launch date will be confirmed and pre-orders available.

 

 

It's only fair to share...Share on facebook
Facebook
Share on google
Google
Share on twitter
Twitter
Share on linkedin
Linkedin

Best Wildlife Trip ever….so far!

I’ve spent a lot of time around wildlife. Probably started when I was growing up as a boy in Australia, wandering barefoot through scrub and bushland, catching all manner of lizards and snakes to observe and marvel over. Even back then as a skinny kid exploring the bush, I dreamed of going to Africa and seeing lions, elephants and rhinos in the wild. Which I’ve done on several occasions now, but with this trip, I got up close and personal to the very animals I’d dreamed of seeing over the years.

Timbavati game reserve, Kruger National Park, South Africa. With the customary 0430 start looming, I woke ten minutes early, walked out on the verandah to the outdoor shower and made eye contact with a rather testy waterbuck with a set of horns only slightly smaller than me! In unspoken mutual agreement we gave each other a nod and turned back to going about our own business. Dawn had yet to break and some of the stars were still visible as night retreated, the Southern Cross sinking beyond the horizon. A naked, outdoor shower, pre-dawn in the South African bush. Already an amazing start to the day.

As a leopard had taken to sleeping under our accommodation, it was a wary walk to the transport,eyes peeled for our so far unseen, feline companion. The idling of the vehicles’ engines and the soft conversations of the trackers joined the awakening birdsong. A few quick gulps of steaming coffee and a shiver in the cool of the morning air and we drove off into the bush, the breeze cold against our skin.

The tracker turned to me and smiled, teeth gleaming beneath the shadow of his bush hat. “Today will be a good day again. Lions are moving through this area.”

This was welcome news and I checked the camera’s settings, ensuring it was ready for immediate deployment. I’d been caught out before; whipped the camera to my eye to catch one of those never to be repeated moments only to find out I’d left it on the previous night’s settings for star trails. Lesson learned.

Dawn’s rays crept over the eastern horizon as we entered acacia groves, the vehicle slowing to walking speed to avoid us having freshly-whipped faces to return back to camp with. And all the time accompanied by that heady tang of the bush; an indefinable smell, acrid yet sweet at the same time. Unmistakeable.

A muted cackle on the radio and tracker and guide huddled together, quiet voices unable to disguise their excitement. The tracker looked back. “Very close. We’ll move on a little bit and wait. I think I know where they are going.” This statement impresses some of us. He knows where the lion is going? Our vehicle creeps forward and pulls out into a small clearing ringed by low trees and thick bushes. Although not full daylight, our eyes have adjusted and it seems so to us. I watch the bush beyond our vehicle, scanning the foliage slowly and methodically, knowing from experience how difficult it is to spot wild animals in their environment.

I stop. Hold my breath and look harder into a small thicket. Something moved. And again, the faintest of colour shifts within the shadows under the canopy. A grey-coloured shape disappearing between gnarled, shrunken trunks and twisted roots. I motion with my hand towards the area and the tracker follows my indication and nods, giving me a thumbs-up. Still following the movement with my eyes I wonder what I am looking at. At this point it is still just a shape. Too quiet to be buffalo, not right for a waterbuck, too small for an elephant, definitely not a rhino. And then it was there. In the open of the clearing no more than ten feet from where I sat. A stunning young lion.

SaunteredSwaggered? Very difficult to put a name to how a lion makes its way through its territory. Utter assuredness of its place is certainly the impression I got watching him cross the small clearing, a casual glance towards us and instant dismissal of our importance to him. Just as he was almost half way across the open ground, another lion appeared from the undergrowth. Very similar in size, mane and attitude. The tracker whispers over his shoulder to us. “Brothers. Came over from Kruger this morning. They had a buffalo kill last night so they’re looking for water now.”

My camera was up and I focussed the long lens, getting detailed shots of these magnificent creatures. If you’ve ever seen a lion in a zoo or safari park, they are generally pretty plump, sedentary beasts with an air of resignation at their lot in life. These animals were a world apart. Lean and muscular, cords and tendons visibly roiling beneath tight skin. Scars punctuated every area of their bodies. An occupational hazard when your evening meal can be anything up to half a ton of horns, hooves and teeth fighting for its survival.

The brothers melted into the scrub beyond the clearing and the guide manoeuvred the vehicle and drove a short distance further. With no sign of the lions he parked alongside a small, muddy pool and turned the engine off. I quickly checked my shots on the LCD screen, that initial momentary fear that they would be out of focus or my ISO was too low. But no; I had some great images. Looking up, I watched as the brothers appeared on the bank of the pool and again, dismissed our relevance with a casual glance.

I locked my camera in on them as they made their way through the dried mud, the hexagonal platelets cracking under their massive pugs. I knew the shot that I wanted; both of them, drinking together, head and shoulders in frame. And there it was. I fired off a rapid series of shots, adjusting the framing occasionally on the off chance one angle might be better than another. Then I stopped and lowered my camera.

Because another thing I have learned through the years is that the camera can all too easily become the focus of your attention and that you miss a lot of what actually brought you here in the first place. The animals. That privilege of proximity to apex predators in their environment. That primal excitement when the lion’s deep, sawing roar reverberates through your own chest.

I watched them until they’d drank their fill and moved off, their backs turned towards us, tails twitching at the flies buzzing their rumps. As they entered the forest and left us for good, I thought about what we had witnessed and how lucky I felt to be present at such a sight. Even though I’d encountered leopard, elephant, rhino and buffalo on this trip, there was something very special about the fraternal aspect of this morning’s activity.

An incredible experience and a true privilege to have had on the last morning of our trip.

It's only fair to share...Share on facebook
Facebook
Share on google
Google
Share on twitter
Twitter
Share on linkedin
Linkedin

The First Step…

It’s a strange thing, to suddenly become a public figure. To be advised by the experts within the publishing industry that you need to be ‘found’ by people looking for you. Mmmmm….spent a lot of my career doing just the opposite of that. Still, I get the point: I’m an author and I need people to read my books which they will only do if;

a) The books are worth reading

b) They can find out where to get the books from

c) They can read about the author and engage with him and his content

Well, a + b I think are taken care of. I work hard to ensure my plots are interesting, my characters are well-developed and that I’m rewarding the reader’s investment with a great product. Because, basically, I give a s**t. I absolutely care that the work I am pushing out is the best that I can. I want readers to finish my books with that little sadness inside because they have no more novel left to read. Until my next one which they wait for with unbridled impatience….

So, I find myself having to create a platform from which my readers and potential readers can find out a bit more about this man who sits in a room in northern Scotland tapping away at a keyboard as the rain lashes the windows outside.

But where to start? What would people like to know? Why on earth would anyone want to know more about me? My (admittedly quite short) bio is printed for all to see on the first page of my books. Isn’t that enough? Surely anything more is encroaching on the Kardashian-esque territory of self-promotion?

Not quite. It’s taken me a while to get my head around this but I understand it now. It took a conversation at a recent business networking event to produce the ‘light-bulb’ moment. I’d been speaking to a lady who mentioned that it was her life-long ambition to write a book and that, as she was nearing retirement she would have the opportunity to do this. I listened to her ideas and timelines before offering some advice based upon my own experiences.

Within minutes, our private conversation had become a group one with a barrage of questions being fired at me from all angles. I had no difficulty at all in answering them and found myself actually enjoying the challenge. And it was right there that I got it. They were genuinely interested in not just my book but, perhaps even to a greater extent, in me. Why did I take up writing, how do I write, where do I get my ideas from, how much of my background and experiences do I use in my novels, am I the next JK Rowling (if I had a pound for every time I was asked this I wouldn’t need to be!) etc, etc, etc.

So, here we are. This was originally my first entry on the site which initially read something like “New Author arrives.” And that was it. Three words written with almost no thought, just to break the self-induced trance of staring at white space and being unable to come up with anything sensible to write. So, I modified the post after the above experience provided me with what I think is a suitable introduction to this platform. And to me. While I could never be described as shy and reclusive, I am not a natural extrovert either. I am confident when delivering briefings or presentations but showboating doesn’t really come naturally to me. But I love writing, I love reading and I’m happy to write about both. I’ll also be posting related articles to get your opinions, feelings and thoughts on. And I’ll try not to be boring but I’m sure you’ll let me know…

So welcome. Thanks for looking me up and taking the time to read a little bit about who I am and what makes me tick. Please feel free to comment, drop me a line or send a messenger pigeon if there’s something you want to say. And thanks again, the journey’s just starting but as the old adage goes, it starts with a single step….

 

It's only fair to share...Share on facebook
Facebook
Share on google
Google
Share on twitter
Twitter
Share on linkedin
Linkedin

Page 4 of 4

Powered by WordPress & Theme by Anders Norén